Wait, wait...I don't want to see anything I like because this is real. Everything is a complete illusion. Pink Floyd is a f-ing sellout, something I never thought possible. Everyone is looking for something and it's all meaningless. This blog is f-ing nothing-it's a speedbump-not even a speedbump in the flow of things...Everyone and everything is so sad I can't even believe it-why why why do we all buy into it??? I have no idea? I will likely die with no explanation to this phenomenon and that is the sad reality of life-that I am a westerner with too much opportunity plagued by the same reality as a non-westerner struggling to survive with a single reality. That/this is the tragedy-not that we can't reconnect, connect, establish ourselves...this world is destined to die and we will die along with it. That is the reality. I can already hear people saying "Oh , Ashley is depressed, someone help her..." Well, this is help-this is truth. There is no help. We are all "depressed" and we might as well fess up to it! There! I did it! In my tiny corner of the internet which is the only reality (seemingly)-I admit that the world is an illusion and I want nothing to do with it! Ahhh, I feel better already...

I wonder if in 2009, Barack Obama will be added to the proper names in predictive text of cell phones....