Saturday, January 17, 2009
Wait, wait...I don't want to see anything I like because this is real. Everything is a complete illusion. Pink Floyd is a f-ing sellout, something I never thought possible. Everyone is looking for something and it's all meaningless. This blog is f-ing nothing-it's a speedbump-not even a speedbump in the flow of things...Everyone and everything is so sad I can't even believe it-why why why do we all buy into it??? I have no idea? I will likely die with no explanation to this phenomenon and that is the sad reality of life-that I am a westerner with too much opportunity plagued by the same reality as a non-westerner struggling to survive with a single reality. That/this is the tragedy-not that we can't reconnect, connect, establish ourselves...this world is destined to die and we will die along with it. That is the reality. I can already hear people saying "Oh , Ashley is depressed, someone help her..." Well, this is help-this is truth. There is no help. We are all "depressed" and we might as well fess up to it! There! I did it! In my tiny corner of the internet which is the only reality (seemingly)-I admit that the world is an illusion and I want nothing to do with it! Ahhh, I feel better already...
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I think what it boils down to is ...
GET OUT OF AMERICA!
At least for a bit, which actually you are in a few short weeks. The genius behind the American system is that it doesn't really offer it's citizens any decent opportunities for real true fun and enjoyment. This way they can keep people chained to the wheel of capitalism and "America #1". It's always tainted in some way, shape, or form, or it's not actually fun at all, just a bunch of people trying desperately to enjoy themselves with what is available to them. Like going to a concert and having to drink until the experience has some resemblance to fun. Although as westerners we have more economic and educational opportunities than people in poorer countries, they are having a hell of a lot better time than we are with their lives. A generalization I know, and not applicable in all circumstances, but there is a lot of truth to it. The best answer is to be proactive and remember that you can change and orchestrate your life in the manner which suits you the best, and if you don't like something than seek better alternatives. Also I know that this post was a lot of wintertime venting but it inspired me to write this so take it for what it is worth. See you in a couple weeks!
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